The Fiery Mouth of My Struggling Soul

First post of the new year! Woo! Excitement! Yeah, so this year has already been a rollercoaster of everythings in my strange little world. I'm slowly starting to piece things together but there's always something that's holding me back I feel. And it's something so big that I can't really go around it. Alas, my life has never been ao simple from an emotional perspective and I can already see that this year is going to be a tough one. Shout out to all the people who still look out for me. Even implicitly. I can feel your thoughts and prayers from all sides and warmth that you send. It helps, trust me. I would not even be able to wake up every day if I couldn't feel any sort of love and appreciation from people. So to those who care, thank you. For those who dont, thank you as well. It's very confusing for me to say this, but I feel like not caring too. And it's not for fun either. I just... It's been a crazy first week and a bit. I promised some people something from, and I quote myself saying this, "the fiery mouth of my struggling soul". Sounds about right. The following piece is neither here nor there, in my mind. It's direct from the furnace and freshly hammered to a sharp point I had no control over it. Anyway. I hope your year is going better than mine.